Why Bother???

Oh well...I don't know where my "mind" is these days. It seems as though life is either disappointing or a little disgusting at times these days. At times, it doesn't even seem real...except for the pain and aggravation. I haven't been posting (or even sending out e-mail, etc.) like I used to.

Heck! I now take pictures still...but don't work on them or post them like I used to in a timely manner. It seems as though there's this irritating family crisis (from the pits of Hades) which has been testing me...and I've been failing a time or two. That's not good! Ugh!

Anyway...I need to go now. I have this major headache and the bed is calling out my name. "Oh, Gregory!" More later...that is if I don't forget to do this blog again.

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Trust

I need to learn to trust people (and GOD) again...so I can begin to enjoy life to the fullest!

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PS--After this, I'm leaving to take care of this family crisis!

Surviving Family Crises...Whew!

Bummer! There's a family "crisis" today (Saturday, July 8, 2006) and I'll need to be out of town for the next day or so. I was so looking forward to being at church (http://www.c3church.org/) this weekend so I could continue taking pictures for the ministry, especially since Graebe will be speaking since the Pastor is out. But, it seems as though some of my family (who will remain nameless) LOVE to put me on guilt trips and coerce me and make me feel BAD in order to do things for them. I am so irritated of tolerating these attacks. So, I have to give in and miss out on church and take care of this "crisis" today and tomorrow.

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It's been a while...and then some!

Wow! It's been so LONG since I've blogged or even sent out an "update" to friends and family like I used to do for so long. I almost don't know how to start back. I guess I've been so discouraged lately about things that I didn't want to use blogs or e-mail updates as a way to vent. So, I've been keeping all of the "bad" stuff to myself and not even confessing it like I should. I will admit that it's been difficult to trust people lately because of the risk involved. I'm also still angry and a little bit resentful that dad is dead. It's been a year and nine months and I'm still angry at my mom for taking out some of her frustrations out on me. I have vowed and declared to myself that I am not interested in dating, marriage, or parenthood. I don't want to take the risk of dealing with the possible hurt involved. I just don't! (Please pray for me.) :-)

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