It's been a while...and then some!

Wow! It's been so LONG since I've blogged or even sent out an "update" to friends and family like I used to do for so long. I almost don't know how to start back. I guess I've been so discouraged lately about things that I didn't want to use blogs or e-mail updates as a way to vent. So, I've been keeping all of the "bad" stuff to myself and not even confessing it like I should. I will admit that it's been difficult to trust people lately because of the risk involved. I'm also still angry and a little bit resentful that dad is dead. It's been a year and nine months and I'm still angry at my mom for taking out some of her frustrations out on me. I have vowed and declared to myself that I am not interested in dating, marriage, or parenthood. I don't want to take the risk of dealing with the possible hurt involved. I just don't! (Please pray for me.) :-)

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